Wednesday, 3 February 2010
10:26:59 PM (GMT)
Am I the only one who ever notices things in an instant?
I'll be thinking about all the homework that I should have done the night before
instead of doing god knows what,
and all of the sudden I'll realize how much my body hurts.
Not hurts, exactly.
It's a sort of ache.
I feel it daily, whether I'm awake or asleep.
I've noticed something about the morning.
I think everyone is different when they just wake up.
Like, they're too tired to hide behind masks.
When my mask is down, I'm sad.
This morning, I felt like I could barely move.
Too sad to even cry.
But then reality set in.
The demon known as Clarity showed her ugly face.
Her sharp glare forced me out of bed.
Forced me to feed the dogs.
Forced me to get dressed.
Forced me to live.
I hate when I'm in this mood.