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Wednesday, 3 February 2010
02:42:30 AM (GMT)
I feel so cold.
My words they spill such blood,
if only I could go back.
My whining must have got so old.
I wish I could've choked on my words,
i'd be the one dying.

I wonder what goes on inside your brain,
I should know, for I'm depressed too
I know that you feel pain,
a pain devistating to see.
Deep down theres something beautiful,
at least there was to me.

Back when things were different.
So many things I should have never said.
I never really meant to hurt you.
Truely your better off without me.
I think i'm dead to you.
I know I deserve to be.

Sorry couldn't fix a thing,
I know sometimes I fucked up.
All you wanted was to be happy with us,
but my heartless self wouldnt let you.
And yes I still hate your bestfriend,
and thats makes me seem much worse.
Seems I did change in the end,
I fucked up, I wont pretend or blame.

We used to be so awesome,
shorter than a year go.
We took a turn for the gruesome,
maybe I should go.
You never deserved anything I put you through,
I'm remorseful I caused a part of your hell.
I'm a damned soul
destined for misery.

Back when things were different.
So many things I should have never said.
I never really meant to hurt you.
Truely your better off without me.
I think i'm dead to you.
I know I deserve to be.

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