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Monday, 20 July 2009
10:07:32 AM (GMT)
Goodbye my friends
I am leaving you
I am dieing in this world of hate
But my love for you is undieing
And my heart aches for compassion
In a world that shows none at all
Shall I die from knife or gun?
An over dose perhaps?
Slit my throat
Pull the trigger
Pop those pills
It's all the same to me
But no,
I shall die from this cold unfeeling chasm
stuck inside my chest.
I am nothing more than a cretin
Feeding off of the lives of those I love
Envy, Avarice, Malice
None of those suit me
In this deceitful world of lies and lust
You could say that I'm the Queen of it all
He said that no one is forsaken
Then why the fuck am I?
My hopes and dreams are filled with shit
How could I have been so ambitious
When I reside in a world the swallows them whole
Goodbye my friends
Don't fallow my examples
Don't hike up the same trail
For the trail is as cold and lonely as a voyager last at sea
And the path is as evil and ghastly as the dark lord himself
They said that I'm the devil's child
SHE said to go to hell
Behind this smiling bright eyed girl lays a corpse
Waiting to lurre you in with it's beauty and serenity
Underneath these soft and gentle hands are raging claws
Waiting to catch it's prey
To catch and choke the love it HAD for me
And the words that I write burn
Burn with an eternal flame of sadness
So, goodbye my friends
Take care
Just remember

~Gillian Rose Doerr~
a.k.a MaGuillian Ahelah Edulsa
Last edited: 18 July 2010

Love_or_Lust says:   20 July 2009   337526  
Compassion, I have gave you none,
but don't kill yourself with knife or gun,
I'll learn the ways to love you friend,
Never bring yourself your own end
‹TokioHotel› says:   20 July 2009   592872  
For the phrase *But my love for you is undieing... 
it should be
But somehow my love for you is surviving.... 

This is really sad... mind if I send it to someone... 

deaths_angel says:   20 July 2009   489147  
lol. i'm not finished yet. xD
‹Jayston;;Gives You A Crap About Everything› says:   20 July 2009   886839  
plz dont leave me!!!
i really dont know if your wanting to really die...or if its just a so confused!!!
deaths_angel says:   20 July 2009   696583  
lol. it's what i want, but i won't. i wrote that at 3 this morning xD
evil_bro says:   20 July 2009   125426  
thats kinda spooky XD
deaths_angel says:   20 July 2009   761488  
lol. xD how?
monkey09 says:   20 July 2009   698591  
wow. thats good. =)
deaths_angel says:   20 July 2009   342511  
lol. thnx. it's not really.
‹Death, Embrace Me With Your Sweet Bliss› says:   20 July 2009   219397  
We all have ting in this world that disturb us so much that we feel
like death is the only answer... but in truth, those of us that stay,
are the stonger of them all.
deaths_angel says:   20 July 2009   341267  
lol. ok. thnx. but it was mainly a poem for how i felt at the time.
cutie779 says:   20 July 2009   986495  
tht was really good 4 a poem
bt if it's really how u r feeling
this isn't a bright idea
bt thank tht momentary feeling
because u wrote this poem on its influence

however don't really go after what u wrote
cuz it will come on kupika newz
as a sad demise
of a gr8 poet!
deaths_angel says:   20 July 2009   649817  
xD. lol. thnx. i won't kill myself. it never works. xD
UnnaturalBoy says:   21 July 2009   453845  
Cool poem. =D
Trying to make it rhyme is much harder =P.
deaths_angel says:   22 July 2009   151197  
xD. that's true, but i don't really like writing rhyming poems. i
like free verse 'cause there's no rules. ^-^
‹THIS MEMBER HAS QUIT KUPIKA FOREVER!› says:   22 July 2009   218162  
wow that was awesome i loved it!*kidnaps*DAMN I CANT KIDNAP IT xD
‹THIS MEMBER HAS QUIT KUPIKA FOREVER!› says:   22 July 2009   859428  
but i couyld suscribe!*suscribes*
deaths_angel says:   23 July 2009   768231  
xD. lol. thnx so much.
‹Jake;LovesHisBabyGurl› says:   23 July 2009   976343  
wow thats a really good poem
deaths_angel says :   23 July 2009   992663  
lol. thnx.

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