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In My Depression 2Category: (general)
Thursday, 31 July 2008
01:00:33 AM (GMT)
How can I automaticaly forgive someone whos done so much to me?
I'll hide it, but dont confuze it with an actualy forgivness I can not forgive you.
you who tore my heart.
you who left me to my depression.
you who forggot me.
you who hated me.
you who still hates me.
All of you who have forsaken me.

I wish to fullfill my promisees but i cant 
because youve all left me in the dust.

in a dark room my black wings settle to the floor.
the light purs down from one small hole
as my hands bear down into my face.
as i cry my crimson tears of blood
and think of you.

you who has forsaken me
who has left me
who has hated me
who still hates me
who tore my heart in two 

all of you
i can not fogive 
but i can pretend, 
please do not mistake this for
fogivness please see it for what it 
truley is....

a sad immitation of one.

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