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Monday, 2 June 2008
02:16:01 PM (GMT)
well you seee, theres this guy. 
he looks like a rat, he lies, cheats, and is a massive dickhead.
but he somehow gets heaps of girlfriends... i dont know why. 
but anyway, i was one of them, twice nd you see the first time, he cheated on me many
times nd then the second time he went out with someone nd said he dumped me. 
so i should hate him alot right ?
well i dont, i cant get him out of my head, i would do anything for him to hold me,
kiss me, hug me nd tell me he loves me (although a lie) just one more time. 
and even though i know he will just hurt me, i dnt care. i have never cared about a
guy as much as i care about him, 
his nothing i want, but everything i need. 
and he would go out with  me again, he said so him self, and i really want to, but, i
dnt kno if I can put my eyes through anymore hours of tears, my heart through anymore
rips and breaks, and even though i will always love him, the first guy i think i
really loved, but for all the wrong reasons, i want him to get out of my life. 
and it breaks my heart to know he doesnt love me, never has, or never will, that i
was just an accessory. He didnt need me, or want me, he just needed/wanted someone. 
and all the little quotes that are all over my myspace nd the songs i listen to over
and over again, are all about him, and i wish he could feel as much pain as his
making me feel. 
i just wish, he was never alive. 
but along time ago i realised wishing dont  come true. 

[if you have gotten to here, thanks ^_^ im quite sure that your bored out of your
mind thanks to my little rant, so thanks for reading :P]


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