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why is it that I find it so hard.....Category: (general)
Friday, 31 August 2007
11:31:40 AM (GMT)
why is it that I find it so hard to know what feelings do I really have inside???

since then, I never really knew what to tell others because I never really knew
myself and how I actually feel.

I feel very left out... even if I will be given an opportunity to share a lot about
myself ...
I wouldn't really know whether I'm really telling what's true about me.

I find it so difficult to look into the innermost part of me.
And find whatever it is that makes everything much more difficult than what it
usually is.

I hope that someday I will be given a godly chance to prove something to myself and
to others that there is so much more in me than what i see everyday...

It is not just to know whether what is it destined for me, for us...
It is simply how we face the things we make for ourselves.

ever move we make, even the smallest actions can make something out of what is around
every move has its corresponding consequence (good and bad)

I think that the only thing that can help not just me but all of us to cope with the
most difficult things around is to help ourselves face the real facts of the world.

Never to hide.
Never to run away.
BUT to stand firm, be strong and face whatever there is to face...
and that may not make a difference as complicated as it may seem, difference is not
what we are looking for it is ourselves whom we are looking for.

It is going to take a really long time to know and be able to realize whatever there
really is for us but what makes living in this world much more valuable is to be
surprised of what really is instored for us.

man is not meant to find out the secrets of the universe.
the universe is what makes us undeniable to secrecy.

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