Friday, 6 July 2007
12:45:17 PM (GMT)
Sports day today we did quite well and I didn't get tripped up..luckily.
I feel so fat, I'm stopping eating.. Seriously I'm so fat. No I'm not an attention
seeker I'm just writing what I feel, if you were in my position you wouldn't say I
was attention seeking so keep all your nasty comments to yourselves.
Anyways.. I haven't had breakfast or lunch. I just can't eat. I know I shouldn't do
this but I am so fat. Fat. Fat. Fat. Fat. Fat.
Drew another Oekaki.. its cool. I think? I'm listening to Christina Aguilera - Hurt
it really sums up my emotions right now. I miss my friend that moved away.. I really
need him now. I am worried about everything, all I want to do is sleep at times like
these. I am loosing my voice too. Uh-oh not good. Grrr I wish I was skinnier.. I
haven't told anyone about my fat feelings.. not even my friends. Jeez why is life so
hard?? Hucking Fell!! Boop-she-bop. I think I fancy someone.. but I doubt I'll go out
with him. I mean I never go out with anyone because I'm such a fat loser. I'm feeling
total crappiness today. Hummmmm. I wish I could sleep forever because it means I can
get away from the troubles in my life. I'm thinking of calling childline about my
bullying parlarva but I'm too scared.. I'm just too scared about everything. Jeez
sometimes I wish I was never born.
Yeah same as I said last time.