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so lonleyCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 14 February 2007
01:21:00 PM (GMT)
well, its valentines day and here i am, still alone as usual. its killer on the self
esteem when u know that every valentines day will be spent sitting in ur living room
in ur pjs stuffing ur face with low-fat chips watching old saved by the bell reruns.
i seem to give off that kinda girl-next-door feeling, because nobody seems to take
the hint that yes, i would like to be more than friends with one of my guy friends. i
hav really only 2 good guy friends to speak of. 1 is josh. mega cute and major bad
boy! he smokes, does drugs, and already has a whore for a girlfriend that he can't
leave cuz she "has he stash". he thinks of me as only a buddy, or "one of the guys"
when i wish that his kisses were     on my lips than his girlfriend the hoe. then
there is the is my other guy friend. hes quirky, funny, immature in a good way, and
doesn't mind hanging around in acsessory stores with me and my girlfriends. i suspect
that he used to like me, but now i'm not so sure. he never really took the hint that
the only reason that i brought my girlfriends along to the movies with us was because
my overbearing mother refused us to go alone for fear that her precious little girl
would not come home so little anymore. i won't say his name, but he was the closest
thing to a boyfriend i'd ever had before, and even though were still good friends,
its just not the same.........but whatever. i hav been sentenced to live a life of
lonliness by some higher power, until mabye, just mabye, love proves to be stronger
than i thought it was

lonely says:   14 February 2007   591765  
oh thats so cute
burberry_girlie says:   14 February 2007   885176  
Rena9000 says:   6 March 2007   685223  
was his name (................) z...
burberry_girlie says:   7 March 2007   954494  
can't tell........(starts with a z...!)
i_like_emos says:   9 April 2007   446862  
r u lonely with me ??????
burberry_girlie says :   9 April 2007   838449  
no!!!!!!!!this is an old diary entry before i even knew


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