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Sunday, 11 February 2007
08:53:15 AM (GMT)
To my not so dear diary,

I have been noticing all the fuss about valentines day on the television and in the
shops. Is it just me or is everybody going over the top about one day of the
miserable year that they get to give cards to the person that they talk about all the
time and are madly in love with. That is where my whole life falls apart, nobody ever
loved me, I dont know the meaning of the word love, my own mother didnt want me so
she shoved me and my brothers into this dump called and childrens orphanage. It isnt
like how they say in the movies, its ok I guess, but when I have to share a room with
an overly happy 8year old it makes me want to puke. I am not like anyone else, I
think about much deeper things, I think about death most of the time, wouldnt it be
great if I were dead, it would be less hastle for everyone. Every single foster
parent that I have had has had something written on their walls in blood, my blood. I
cant help it, I wear long chains, spikes and black lipstick and black baggy pants
with t-shirts that have the names of heavy metal bands on them. I get kicks out of
looking at my own blood, I like pain and if drive myself to agony, I can faint for
hours, although I dont suppose anybody cares if I wake up or not, I dont. 

A half cheery goodbye,

freakyfairy                         I AM A LOST SOUL

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