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Feeling Heartbroken **WARNING GRAFIC DESCRIPTIONS BELOW**Category: Venting
Friday, 28 April 2017
11:05:43 PM (GMT)
Hello Kupika, this is me just venting... I have not done this for a while. So *ahem*
here it goes: 

I dated a wonderful boy man (for the purpose of this vent he shall remain
nameless, in messages you can ask who if you're curious) that used to be on here. We
dated in 2011-2012 we both had joined Kupika in 2006 just never met one another until
February of 2011, just before Valentine's day. Except a tragic thing happened close
to Valentine's day... His grandfather passed away. The funeral was on Valentine's day
so I miss a chance to have a romantic day with him. It was sad and I knew it hurt him
alot, so I tried to be as supportive as I could!After this (blank) attempted suicide,
he slit his wrists and almost bled out, though his friend (blankity) got there in
time and called for emts, he eventually got out of the hospital okay and started to
move on and become happier. Later down the line sometime after his birthday in June
his mother and himself both got in a dreadful car accident, his mother was hit head
on from the side (her side) and quickly fell into a coma. Sadly (blank) didn't know
for a while as he was in a short coma, during which time doctors found out that not
only did he have a broken arm, leg, and ribs, he also had stage four lung cancer.
None of this did he know because when he woke up no one would tell him. When I found
out he didn't know, I quickly messaged him explaining everything. He flipped out
demanded to see his mother and the doctors were forced to sedate him. Soon after his
mother died.  Later down the line (blank) was sent to another room where he had
little to no wifi therefore we couldn't really talk anymore, and I was starting to
suffer from mental illness that I struggled with for many years after this story so I
did some mean things like break up with (blank) and then run back to him. No I am not
proud of these actions but I have learned. He later after a talk with me
disappeared... He ended up killing himself at the hospital. He could not be saved. I
am writing this because I miss him and every now and again it is good to vent about
it. So yeah... RIP babe. You were the most wonderful dork I ever have met and you are
still loved down here on Earth  thanks so much you guys if you read this.
Last edited: 28 April 2017


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