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Thursday, 3 October 2013
03:01:07 PM (GMT)
MY LIFE
10th grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so
called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and
asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said
"thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't
know why.

11th grade 
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on
about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't
want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft
eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags
of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Senior year 
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not
going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if
neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom
night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at
her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be
mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the
best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her
to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why. 

Graduation Day 
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I
wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before
everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her
say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be
mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she
came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but
I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend".
At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This
is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like
that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be
just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would
tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I
cried.
Love
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Comments 
‹Dadagamekingrules40› says:   6 October 2013   411601  
Dem feels bro... did you write this?
 
‹Phenomenal Guy 💀› says:   6 October 2013   152049  
i had the most beautifull talent in the world, poetry, but am runing
it down have better dreams bro
@SleeplessNightsForABetterTomorrow 
 
‹Dadagamekingrules40› says:   6 October 2013   284204  
But do the dreams make you happy?
 
‹Dragonborn› says:   7 October 2013   664941  
This was beautiful, your a GREAT poet 
and/or story teller. Keep up the GREAT work.
 
‹*Misguided Ghost*› says:   7 October 2013   349446  
i think i just cried tbh
all these feels
 
‹Phenomenal Guy 💀› says:   7 October 2013   292708  
@josh789 
am going out for a nother dream, i ruinned my talent, am now off form
although i managed to write this one. 
 
‹Dragonborn› says:   7 October 2013   331745  
@clintonjunior 
That's fine, well this is proof you didn't. 
You lost your form? or focus?...what you write.
It means you still got it, I think you should keep writing, 
maybe you just have writer's block? 
 
‹Phenomenal Guy 💀› says:   14 October 2013   530570  
@josh789 
i dont know the writer's block tell me more about it 
 
‹Dragonborn› says:   14 October 2013   324322  
@clintonjunior 
Oh, really? well...its when you can't find inspiration, your stuck on
no ideas...and its frustrating because you KNOW you are good at
writing or stories or anything like that....but can't find the right
words or don't have any ideas....sometimes you need to find
inspiration to get back into what your good at. You could Google it if
you need a more thorough explanation.  
 
‹Phenomenal Guy 💀› says:   15 October 2013   832263  
wow, thats perfect i really love it when people explain to me thanks
@josh789 
 
‹Dragonborn› says:   15 October 2013   308506  
@clintonjunior 
Yeah, haha thanks.  Your welcome sir poet. 
 
‹Phenomenal Guy 💀› says:   15 October 2013   219950  
no body has ever called me that.......you are flirting
me!@josh789 
 
‹Dragonborn› says:   15 October 2013   393341  
@clintonjunior 
Well I just did, lol. Complimenting, sorry, I'm straight sir. 
 
‹Phenomenal Guy 💀› says:   18 October 2013   589054  
thanks for making me fell that way!@josh789 
 
‹Dragonborn› says:   19 October 2013   540556  
@clintonjunior 
Your welcome? 
 
‹Phenomenal Guy 💀› says :   22 October 2013   552622  
sorry if i made you cry!@e_c_h_o 
 

 
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