Wednesday, 20 June 2012
02:16:25 AM (GMT)
Time's almost up,
the day is coming
when I finally learn the truth.
Will you risk it,
will you chicken out?
Or have I just been
making this all up in
Has this been nothing all this time?
Have I been worrying about nothing?
You're not going to ask, are you.
And if you dance with another her,
I'll pretend to have fun,
and not notice,
but I'll really be crying
There's no way to come out of this without some kind of hurt.
I've wondered for so long what it would be like with you gone for good. Will I forget
you, after being separated so long?
Will I randomly end up seeing you in public?
will it be awkward?
Or will I remember everything; the whole story that tore me apart not once, but
twice. Will I creep you? Will I constantly think about you, wonder what really
happened, wonder what you're doing, how you're doing?
Will I want to never see you again?
So many questions,
not enough answers.
Maybe we're better off this way.
But I'll always wonder if there was a chance, a chance of an us.
Last edited: 20 June 2012