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Monday, 29 August 2011
06:23:13 PM (GMT)
I have a fantastic boyfriend.
I love him.
I have terrific best friends.
I love them.
I have a wonderful family.
I love them.
I have a horrid home life, and seemingly fine personal life.
I hate it.

I don't know whats wrong.

I don't feel sad. 

I don't feel anything actually.

I wish I could feel something.

Sadness, defeat, sanity, hurt, anger, dare I say;; happiness?

The type of something I feel when I cut.






I haven't bled in awhile.

I should be proud.

But, I feel so empty inside.


I have so much love and unity in my life.

I guess.

So, why am I so...


I don't know.

I wish my life were as perfect as I make it seem.

I wish I was someone else.

But, its not...I'm not.

I'm me.

Well, theres two 'me's I suppose.

The me my friends and family know.

And the me only I know.

The me that longs to feel whole again.

The me that wants to be accepted by...


The me that just wants to be loved.

Last edited: 29 August 2011

Wolfie96 says:   29 August 2011   784154  
You are loved. I love you.
‹Scarlet_Scandal› says:   29 August 2011   670143  
I know. 
Wolfie96 says :   29 August 2011   693046  
Okay, as long as you know. <3


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