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Tuesday, 13 July 2010
05:04:13 PM (GMT)
Idk how to go about this...
All I know is that I can't find the words to tell you....
I'm not mad at you for breaking up with me,I was going to do that if you didn't.....
but what pisses me off,is that I found out,you pretty much used me,not for sex,I
don't think....
I was one of your last options....you wanted me because the ones you actually wanted
didn't want you,and
you knew I actually liked you....you were the first one I've had feelings for in a
looooonnnngggg time...and you hurt me....
then you try to go out with my best friend,(and she is too good of a friend not to do
it,even if I said it was fine,she knew I hurt without my saying so,for that I lovee
her.)
you kept asking her,while you were dating another of my close friends...
I'm not mad her....I told her it was fine,I just wish she woulda saw through me,but I
guess not many people can,and it's my fault
I'm not mad at you for moving on,cuz I did too,but I just wish you woulda had some
sensitivity....
and now you want to act like everything is okay between us...
everytime someone comes up behind me and wraps thier arms around my waist,I now
flinch,cuz I think of you...
everytime,I see,hear,think,etc,about kissing,I think about your kisses,and it makes
me sick,they have always disgusted me,but I tried to see past that....
if anything reminds me of the things you did to me,I flinch,and it kills me a little
more inside,each time,
I have no feelings for you anymore,but the damage is still there,I think it always
will be,I actually gave you trust,something that is hard for me...
and you broke it....I wonder if I'll ever be able to trust a guy again....?
I'm sorry if I'm being pathetic,but that's how I feel... <3
sorry if I see this the wrong way...but oh well...?

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‹diary.of.a.dead.girl.› says :   13 July 2010   397140  
Selene, dear...♥
 

 
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