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what to do?!?Category: questioning
Friday, 7 May 2010
03:24:38 PM (GMT)
what do you do when your lost? lost in a world that at one time seemed to be exactly
where you belonged. 
you had your friends, your hobbies, and all the other little joys that made you
genuinely smile with delight. 
but then suddenly you find it all gone! all lost to the demon of nowhere because
that's where it all seems to go
nowhere! and without a trace or simple "bye". so you sit and you feel and witness
your once beloved world 
actually falling to grey. everything. the hobbies that at one time were oh so fun are
dancing out the door. and the
friends that whom you held so close all at once are all to busy or just seem to fade
into the background. 
and your left sitting...well perhaps almost floating on this realsation of despair!
the noises that were loved. 
like the laughs, the memories all the fun time, gone. they race to see which can dim
into dust first. 
you try so hard to work for all this and you seem to have it just ripped from you
without a real reason! 
so then you were happy, loveing, and carefree, and when you fast forward to the
present you find yourself 
sitting there just drowning in the tears, ripping your hair out at the horror of it
all, and crying to yourself asking
"what to do?" 

these are my thoughts. love, hate, whatever
~burning desire

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