This diary entry is written by ‹RushingStars★›. ( View all entries )
Thursday, 18 February 2010
12:24:19 AM (GMT)
i like jonathan. jonathan hates me. simple.
how do i know this, you may ask? did he specifically say, "I hate you"? no. then how?
well, heres how:
1. he started telling people that I like him. um, HELLO? maybe i dont want people to
2. He doesnt talk to me anymore.
3. he never looks at me when im near him.
4. he said it was creepy that we have the same number for religion.
5. he is an usher for school masses, and he wasnt sure if he could do it at todays
mass, so he was asking around to see if anyone wanted to do it for him. this guy Kyle
said he would, but Jonathan was like, "No, you'll mess it up!" then another guy named
Ibrahim said, "What about hannah?" and you know what jonathan says? "NO! No. kyle,
can you do it?"
5. our teacher had us move our desks into a new formation. we're gonna get the actual
new seats tomorrow, but we moved right before lunch. and since Jonathan used to sit
right behind me, in the new formation he would be sitting across from me and very
close. But NOOOO he switched seats with Allison. He just din't want to sit near me.
What am I gonna do?! You may be thinking, "He's just a jerk, hannah. He's mean and
you don't deserve him." but you don't KNOW him. All my life I, as well as other
people, have thought of Jonathan as nice to pretty much everyone, extremely funny,
kinda cute, friends with some girls-as in, he hangs out with them and talks with
them-, and the kind of person who makes you laugh all the time. Thats just who he
his! it's his personality. When he first knew I thought he was cute, I dont know if
he knew that I actually like him. But at the beginning he was nice and would joke
with me. Then when i found out he was telling poeple I like him, it felt like he
hated me and was being mean. or like he was purposely doing this stuff so that I
wouldnt like him anymore. Like he doesnt want me to like him. And some drama has been
going on with him and some other girls, too. wtf? i know he doesnt like-like me, but
i thought he still liked me as a friend!
It's obvious. he just....hates me.
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