Wednesday, 6 January 2010
09:49:53 PM (GMT)
i dont know where i stand in anyones life anymore
its like im completely invisable or that everythings changed between me and everyone
i need a break from some people :/
and i really cba with it all tbh :/
everythings not how it use to be
and sometimes i wish i never met people ..
im done with backstabbers and .. yeh .. backstabbers.
pretending like im the only good friend they have
and when i think that "if were having this conversation now.. think how many other
people they've said this to"
its a huge lie
and when i hear about the things they tell me about someone i think "wow, i shouldnt
join in cause they probably do it to me too"
but i always end up falling into the trap :/
and then i see them with someone else and im like "wtf" cause they act like even
better friends than we are and they always manage to lie to me
and you tell them a secret and they just manage to somehow slip it out?
or you tell them something and you know they're propa close to someone else and tell
them everything but somehow manage to say to me that they tell me everything
i die a little inside and get a tad jelous but its all false
just dont see why they have to act around me and pretend
and that was me saying my thoughts on backstabbers (: