Thursday, 21 May 2009
02:00:36 AM (GMT)
Ok, I might sound a bit Emo just now, but I have a lot of problems with my life
Ok, for one, schoolwork. I absolutely HATE this time of year. Y'know, right before
summer break? Normally in public school, you're pretty much done work by now. But I'm
working like it's the beginning of the year with the thought of having to work all
summer just to pass grade 7.
Math is where I'll start. Most of the math I'm learning can't be used in the normal
world. (I mean, knowing how to find the tax on things is good, but most of it is just
And then social studies. Researching ancestors is boring, and I'm wondering why we
have to study indians anyways. xD (I know that's not the politically correct term,
I'm just frustrated.)
And them my normal life.
CAN'T. FOCUS. ON. ANYTHING. *dies*
Feeling depressed, not being able to get much done. (Which doesn't help my
My brother has an extremely dirty mind and doesn't mind sharing it with me. (Not in
front of my parents, of COURSE.)
He's also been sleeping in the basement a lot, on the couches in the rec. room. For
some reason, I feel he's invading my privacy. When I ask him why he's down there, he
says his bed gives him a sore back. Now, considering he carries two bags to and from
school - A backpack and a messenger bag - It's no surprise his back hurts. I just
want him to go back to his own room; I don't want him living with me. D:
Then there's my sister, who's obsessive. About a lot of things. She obsesses over my
dad, her buddy from down the street, and she always likes to disobey my parents,
trying to compromise with them about things to get her way. Ex: Mom: Now, if you eat
4 more bites of your supper, you can go outside. Sis: 3 bites. Mom: No, 4 bites. Sis:
3 bites! Mom: Listen to me, 4 bites. Sis: 3 bites!! *makes a pouty face*
She also says things that make no sense and laughs at herself, which annoys the heck
out of me. She has the worst laugh possible.
It also doesn't help that my brother physically abuses her like she's one of his
buddies, and they don't listen when I tell them to stop. (I'm the oldest sibling,
don't I get some responsibility and control over them??)
My brother is or was a pottymouth, and I even told my mom, and she does absolutely
He's also addicted to this Video Game called Oblivion, and he makes fun of me being
obsessed with Fullmetal Alchemist. D':
I try to tell my parents my problems with them, but they don't do anything to help.
So, suddenly, I look like an accusing liar. D:
What do I do when nobody in my family listens to me?
Sorry if I wasted your time, I just needed to get that out of me. I was trying very
hard not to type in any swears out of frustration.
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