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Answering your guys's question/And leaving kupika.Category: (general)
Wednesday, 13 August 2008
04:25:36 PM (GMT)
Depression/Drugs/Drinking=Where I am at now.
All you people see me as a "Happy, and fun/funny person to be around"
But only if you actually knew what was happening. Everyone is asking me "Why where
you in the hospital"
Well I would never tell, I am ashamed of what I have been doing these past few
months.. And im paying the price
And seriously I am. My parents hate me even more then they did, my sistersa re barely
ever there for me anymore.
And I have no friends cause there all in jail.
So Here i Go i Will Tell You What This Is All About..
I have benn suffering form depression for many different reasonsits not even funny.
(Family, Friends, School..etc..)
So I though I could solve my problems by drinking, and I would consume soo much I
would pass out.
So that went on for a while till I met up will a bunch of "Friends" I can barely
remember there names.
But anyways, I was really really drunk that day and they told me something about
using drugs instead of boose.
So, drunk stupid me I did. And I got hooked on it. And then my parents where givng me
a hard time about something 
And they told me im worthless and should go live on the streets cause thats all im
good for.
So I got pissed off and overdosed.. My sister said they phoned the ambulance, rushed
me to the hospital, when I got there they pumped my stomach,
 and I was in acoma.. I woke up 4 days after that I got yelled and screamed at.. Then
I got told I was worthless and they didnt want me. So where am I?
I am in a library everyday cause  I dont have a computer. Where do I sleep? I sleep
in the woods in a lean-to I made.
So now I am not a drinker or a druggie anymore.. But I lost my family. and I
understand if you guys dont wanna be my friend either..=[

So that is why I am probably going to leave Kupika for good. Unless people out there
actually care? But I doubt you do and sorry for wasting your time.

CLOVER555 says:   13 August 2008   614612  
don't leave!!!!!!!we r all ur family here
‹` .Justy.*› says:   13 August 2008   153838  
Awe, thanx 
emo_kaitie says:   13 August 2008   494455  
even though i don't really know you i care.
purpleprincess says:   13 August 2008   119427  
omg please please please dont leave me 
i care bout you sooooo much and dont know wat i would do if you left
plz plz plz just dont leave =[
popsciclexdino says:   13 August 2008   845251  
I Wish I Could Help But I'm Afraid That I Live To Far Away To Do
Anything Helpful...  I'm Sorry Doesn't Really Help Does It... 

Keep Going Strong... Show Your Family How Useful And Smart You Are
‹RainbowRae:D› says:   14 August 2008   125954  
please don't leave
mrsway says:   14 August 2008   957995  
dont leave 'cause if you think about it you may have lost your real
family because of what you've done but we will always be here for you
i may not know you much but i have a lot of freinds that were
depressed that resorted to drugs/alcohol and i managed to get them
through that.
if you leave kupika (and i dont want to sound harsh about this) but
you will lose some of the only family/freinds you've got left 

just think about how many people on here you will hurt by leaving
MeganMONSTROSITY says:   16 August 2008   663773  
I care don't leave D:
I really think you are awesome (:
‹SCREAMjessica› says:   18 August 2008   324523  
dont leave everyone loves u and u made me not shy and if u leave i
will never have a life to live or a heart to give or a friend to care
caroline_elisabeth says:   21 August 2008   386361  
ey don't leave, if all these ppl say they care for you they probably
+ i'm still offering my listening ear to you if you ever need one.
minaxo says:   23 September 2008   533223  
i went through almost the very same thing..
but drugs dealers broke my color bone 
but yeah don't leave kupika, you can find real friends here!
I'm good with advice and listening and stuff!
and i wanna be your friend!
jeez lmfao.
minaxo says:   23 September 2008   279962  
plus if you leave here, you'll loose this family!
*all the people on here that care about you.*
Sarkoh_Suicide says:   19 January 2009   566133  
‹` .Justy.*› says:   21 January 2009   219425  
Awwehh, ty Darry
‹RachelLovesYOU› says :   1 March 2009   538391  
omg dont leave kupika please dont i will miss you i care


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