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That thing they call depression....Category: thoughts
Friday, 18 July 2008
03:22:45 PM (GMT)
I feel it coming back. I feel it creeping up on me again. The darkness. The
depression. You know. That thing. The thing that keeps coming back. There's no reason
for me to feel this way again. I just came back from Germany. I'm starting college
next month. I should be happy, yet I'm not. Maybe it's because I'm really bored and
have nothing to do. That's usually how it starts. With boredom. I hope it's not
coming back. I already have that urge again. But I'm going to try my best not to
start that again. Or at least try not to continue it. I just need to keep myself
occupied, that's all. As long as my mind is on other things, I won't think about
that. Maybe.

_abc_ wonders:   18 July 2008   936287  
Are you planning on playing in the band at college?
‹xsilentxtearsxfallx› says:   18 July 2008   522313  
There isn't one.
This_is_how_I_disappear says:   19 July 2008   155899  
is there anything i can do to help?
_abc_ suggests:   19 July 2008   531661  
Maybe find a local group or club or band that you could play with
‹xsilentxtearsxfallx› says :   19 July 2008   749383  
I don't know if there is anything anyone can do to help.

I guess I could try that, but I don't know if I'd have time.
I'll have to start working soon.


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