Wednesday, 25 June 2008
03:49:14 AM (GMT)
To all those that know me, and make fun of me by saying I am gay... I got something
to tell you. Since the age of thirteen, I have been questioning who I was, and that
got stronger at the beginning of this year. It started with the RP's I did, but all
they did was bring back questions I kept asking myself.
Those questions were:
Am I really male in my mind?
Why do I not get emotional like most men when I get dumped, but I get emotional when
it comes to friendship?
Why am I male?
Why do I love playing a girl in roleplays?
Why do I think that my favorite band is hot?*pokes HeeJun and WooHyuk*
Why can I only stand boy bands, but there are few girl bands I like?
And the list goes on.
I also did research on this for Sociology and found out I felt like the other
Transsexuals. And this feeling has been going on for about five years now.
The truth is... after days of thinking about it and going over it... I am a
Transsexual. I think that I should be female. If you have a problem with it, please
say so. I just want to get this off my chest so I am not worrying about being found
out in a bad way.
So I guess you can tell that those 'jokes' are real now. You can continue with them
at school, just don't let it slip. I am getting ready for everything that is going to
be on the road ahead. I have a couple of maps, and hoping to buy a couple of books.
Plus, I hope to gain a boyfriend along the way that will support me in so many ways.
I actually have a name for my inner self. I am Fiona Rose. I have yet to give my self
a middle name, but I am already getting ready for the road trip to move to the other
side of the Gender Nation.
If you have any questions ask me.