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Beside myselfCategory: Poems
Monday, 9 December 2013
05:35:02 AM (GMT)
I see myself there, in pain. I can feel the torment and suffering and yet I watch.
Is it madness to scream at yourself or just foolishness to watch it play out over and
over again. I am numb to the sight of it all, to have her toy with you. I know you
want to yell at her, curse and slap her, but your emotion state only love her so
much. I reason with you, ask you to just walk away, but my words see to only shatter
at walls of emotional waves. I’m foolish to stand her watching, but you hold me
back saying the will change. I am beside myself numb not feeling the pain; yet your
heart burns in pain.  It’s madness I call love.

‹Purdy's Outlaw› says:   9 December 2013   698748  
Awe, good to see you're still writing.
Though, depressing as it is, you always were good with words.
‹Monkey boy› says:   9 December 2013   363347  
Thanks, well I been a bit moody of late. Try to write someone more up
lifting when I can. 
‹Purdy's Outlaw› says:   9 December 2013   157261  
Yay! Teehee
I'm so weird. 
I'm just starting to get back into writing on here.  I often write
them on paper, so it's a pain to convert them. 
‹Monkey boy› says :   10 December 2013   217451  
being weird is good. 
I usually write them on my pc. Don't have to convert them too much. 
beside it helps me when i start writing my poem book. 


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