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Wednesday, 30 October 2013
12:09:45 AM (GMT)
I think I'm destined to be forever alone. Like I asked this girl out today and as soon as I asked her out, the feelings for her went completely out the window and I was grateful to St. Bede that she didn't say yes and she was dating someone else. All of my relationships have failed because of my anxiety and depression. I'm not physically attracted to anyone at the moment. Or emotionally. Like, there is nothing special about me except I have a good sense of humor and can tell a mean dirty knock-knock joke. All I do all day is watch T.V and eat grapes. I'm not a very productive person. Everyone that is LGBTQ is nice and happy. And then I'm all like O___O Plus, my anti social behavior fucks everyone in the ass because when people talk to me, I try to speak but like a air bubble comes out...or something vulgar. Like a girl said hi to me today and all of a sudden I told her to "Rim a porcupine". ... So, I got a cat he might as well not get comfortable because he is the first of many.

Kennan says:   30 October 2013   405664  
Everyone that is LGBTQ is nice and happy.
CarryOn says:   30 October 2013   506298  

Where I live yeah.
There all like PRIDE.
And then I'm like DIE. 
chichiparty says:   30 October 2013   772431  
Aw I'm sorry I laughed halfway through
Me and my friends use a weird euphemism for 'periods'...
Yea - sorry for being random ^^
hereagain says:   30 October 2013   813477  
hannah, this is not the time to be going on about  'grapes'... you have grapes by any chance?
Grizzlies says :   30 October 2013   408492  

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