Tuesday, 14 February 2012
08:40:09 PM (GMT)
life fucking sucks because everyday i wake up and i see people i don't want to see
and i don't want to be here. everyday i go to school i spend eight hours constantly
thinking about people who i mean shit to and i'm thinking about what i should say to
them and what i should do but i never do it. i'm holding everything in and everyday
this shit repeats. i look around at people who i used to be close with and i want to
fix things but i am scared and i feel like shit having everything bottled up inside.
and at the end of day all im feeling is regret because i didn't do the things i
wanted to or the things i wanted to say. so i go home and feel like fucking shit and
it happens all again the next day. i'm not even living anymore i feel like the only
reason i'm alive is to wake up everyday and stand tehre and not do things i want to
do and just hold back on every god damn thing. especially the two or three periods i
see bitches i want to forget but i can't. fuck you and your braid.