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The whole world fell apart in one day.Category: (general)
Saturday, 7 January 2012
01:24:47 AM (GMT)
I don't even know.

And I'm laughing at the person I was yesterday, back when I thought I knew. 

There are too many people.
There are people that like me or love me and I don't know what the difference is, and
I don't know what to do about anything.

It's too bad I know too much to kill myself.
I know what will happen. 

And now, one day, and everything is changed.

The world is suddenly different, inside and out.

I used to think the world was beautiful and complex, innumerable worlds within a
world, each with it's own poetic beauty. 

Today the world is only what I see; an ugly mass of pointless pain.

How did this happen? What's the point of people?
Yeah, we're capable of "amazing" things, but not all of them are good things.
In fact, only a few are good.

Today I'm CIOE. 
Cutting instead of eating.
For a week this time.

I'm done with this bullshit.

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