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Monday, 2 January 2012
11:14:06 PM (GMT)
just fuck it all...i cant take the fucking shit i give to myself
i put myself under so much pressure and i think horrible things
until my fucking head explodes and i go completely insane
well im done with that shit 
from now on im not hiding anything in me
i have the right to express my fucking emotions and say whatever
the fucking hell i want to but i decide to be nice and to hold it all in
until i break and go fucking nuts

just fuck all the shit 
im done with everything

the only thing i need is the girl i love 
i couldnt care less about anything else in the world

and even just with the girl i love 
i still have most of my horrible thoughts and feelings i wish i never
knew existed 
but i love her too much 
i dont care if i hurt anymore
i dont care if i hurt others anymore
if i have something to say to you and i know you wont like it
well fuck you 
i dont give a shit

im completely done with all the bull shit other people give to me
and the shit i pile onto myself as a result


good mother fucking day

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