Tuesday, 27 September 2011
01:24:03 PM (GMT)
Last night, I closed my eyes to go to sleep, only I didn't go to sleep.
I focused on the colors and energy for quite some time.
Only, when the time came that I usually fell asleep, I didn't.
I was lifted from my body.
All I remember is spinning.
Spinning in the purple, very fast, and very random.
I know I was above everything.
This wasn't a dream.
I could actually feel the centrifugal force upon me.
I could see the purple and other colors spinning around me very rapidly.
I could see shapes and patterns, but I couldn't pick up on most of them.
I did see faces and figures, though.
I know Brittany was there with me, but it was very unsettling.
I heard voices, very cluttered and random.
All talking at once, but somewhat distant.
I wondered if my TV was on back at my body.
I didn't know how to get back.
I tried to yell "Brittany", but all that came out was "Buhh"
I was aware of my body, and it was paralyzed.
I kept trying to yell, but I couldn't.
It scared the crap out of me.
Eventually I started moving my hands.
As much as I could, which was only like a centimeter.
Eventually, though, I could move my hand and I could say "Brittany".
The colors started to fade and I could see my room.
The TV was off.
What was I hearing?
It was them.
The sames ones that Jesse has always heard.
Now I realize.
The room was still spinning for a while, but I wasn't too scared.
I was enlightened almost.
I had just joined the next world, if only for a few moments.
I will try again to have this experience, it was very mind blowing.
It was no dream.
Not even a lucid one.
It was unlike anything I have ever experienced.
I was completely aware of everything. I could see, feel, and hear all that was around
me, but my body was nowhere to be found.
I had my first out of body experience last night.
The first of many, I hope.
It changed my life.