Tuesday, 2 November 2010
11:24:21 AM (GMT)
Do you know that feeling?
that feeling that you are hopeless and lost for forever.
the feeling you're completely alone ... and 360 degrees around you they're just
waiting for you to make a mistake
the feeling that nothing makes sense in this world.
the feeling that you may never find what you need to live.
the feeling that you ask yourself why you're doing all this to yourself.
the feeling that you never feel secure and loved ...
for me its all real for so long and it just seems to be getting worse ... i don't
know why i keep hoping for sth i may not even be able to hold.
for me it's all wisdom and feelings
for me ... i know a lot yet nothing .... but while i think i have some sort of
wisdom when it comes to feelings i can say i have plenty of deepest feelings but they
just hurt too bad cause i never really saw the good side while everything seems
designated to hurt me as much as possible ...
i just wanna feel secure and loved but it may just never happen ...