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Sunday, 19 September 2010
10:57:00 PM (GMT)
You’re not a bad person; I’m not trying to say that. Yeah, I was talking to you,
but you’re not the only person I was talking to… Of course though, you have an
account on here… she doesn’t. No, I’m not trying to talk shit on you, I’m
getting it thrown out there before I do dumb things… this is the only way I can get
my anger and depression out. I shouldn’t have said bad things about you, really…
I am fucking sorry. 
I am a baby, I’m immature, I’m a jealous person, and yeah I want attention…
maybe some acknowledgment, from you. I am jealous because we hardly would see each
other… Yeah, I’d like attention from YOU, not anyone else. 
I’m not pissed at you and I do not hate you. And I know other people are saying
worse… Yeah, I hear it. I hear it everywhere. I’m sorry I got mad at you guys.
I’m sorry I have anger issues. I know, I need to get my head straight. I know you
were done a long time ago. I could tell every time we talked. I tried so hard not to
give up on you… Until he told me what she said… 
Hunny, I never said I wanted to ‘beat your ass’. That’s too much there. I
don’t know if you heard that around, but no, I never said I wanted to beat your
ass. I wouldn’t attempt that…. 
Yeah, I’m sick of my drama too… All I ever do is start shit. I’m a dumbass,
I’m sorry. 
You know, sorry is all I can say to you. 
I realize it; I’m a horribly dramatic person, I complain, again I am jealous…
We’re all different, we’re human. 
I ask you this… Did I do something wrong? Did I talk about the guys I was with too
much? I know that’s something she hated me for, but she didn’t tell me… I had
to hear it from her fucking ex-boyfriend. And I thought her and I were close for her
to tell me those kinds of things. Did I complain and get fired up for no reason with
you though? Is it cause I’m a slut who can’t think straight, says some things
that she doesn’t mean who’s overly dramatic that just want’s all the attention
because she’s a jealous person? I’m just trying to figure out what I did to you
before all this happened… 
I am sorry, for everything, seriously. Is there anyway I can prove that I’m sorry?
And how the fuck can I talk to you in person, you wouldn’t answer my calls
before… Not recently but when I was basically begging you to hang out with me.
Dude, I don’t know… this shit is weak though. 
I miss you terribly though and I’m not happy anymore. You don’t care anymore, I
get it. 
I’m done talking for now…I guess. 
I’m sorry.

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