Monday, 26 July 2010
02:00:34 AM (GMT)
Some things I learned today.
-I love my friends (but i learn this everyday ^^)
-My 19th birthday is on the first day of the full moon.
-Christmas that same year will be the highest night of the full moon.
-July of that year has a blue moon.
- By releasing a lot of negative energy i had, I've brought myself closer to my
purpose, my goal, and to God
- I do not yet know what the name of my God is, except that i already know it in some
shape, and just haven't made the connection yet.
-The full moon helps my positive energies grow :D
-I wish I was me, and no one else, so i never wish to be anyone, just that i'll be
true to myself.
-I move my hands like Jack Sparrow a lot.
-I like the name Damien.
-Glacier and Gale and Flame and everyone... they're still here with me. despite the
Some things I found out in Utah....
-How guilty I felt about... everything
-How little material possessions bring real joy to me. Being able to move, to express
myself and to make music is what counts.
-Who God really is
-How God contacts people
-How magical candles are :/
-How much my dad makes me feel bad.
-How much Christians don't understand... like how everyone in their family isn't
christian just because they haven't screamed "I'M PAGAN" at the top of their lungs
-How much I dislike my birth sister. She does not think but for herself in reality.
Even sharing is just her way of gaining good karma, i wouldn't doubt.
-How I really should tell my family I'm Pagan.
-How much I would like to try and become a Shaman.
-A whole lot of similarities between Pagans and Christians, mainly Lutheran since
that's the type of church i was forced to go to while i was there.
Some other stuff...
-I think and act better when I have something "badass" on, like a studded bracelet
that is supposed to double up wrapped around my hand and wrist.
-I like looking like a dancer. It feels like me.
-I miss dancing.
-I do not, however, have any fantasies about dancing in my lifetime.