Tuesday, 18 May 2010
03:09:16 AM (GMT)
to be quite honest, I'm not sure what to think.
I think it was really nice of you to appologize because it was something that sort of
needed to be handled.
However, what's my position in this situation?
I guess that's something I need to figure out.
I'm not sure what to do.. Its in my nature to automatically forgive when someone
apologizes, and I know I said it was ok but... idk.
Can you accept apologies without fully accepting the person who's apologizing?
I feel like that's where I stand.
Not that you aren't good enough for me, or that I'm holding grudges..
it's just like... I guess I just went through too much to just let it be ok this
Does that make sense?
I mean, other people are telling me that that should've been the last straw and I
shouldn't accpet anything from you
but ultimately, its my dicision to make, and I'm just not sure.
I hope a better solution comes to mind soon. This is actually tearing me up that I
don't know what to do.
I smell like Vanilla and cheries. Nice.