Saturday, 22 August 2009
11:36:05 PM (GMT)
I'm so pissed off right now. My mom just walk in here, asking me what I was
going to wear tomorrow. Tomorrow's sunday. So I wondered why. Apperantly, she's
dragging me to church. Yeah, know, big deal, right? It is to me. I don't believe in
god. I live in a Christian family, but don't believe him. I kept glaring at her
before saying anything, which was "I thought you were fine with it, really." Reply
was- "I am not fine with it. It's wrong!" Then we get in this whole fight.
Technically she's was SHOVING your belief's down my THROAT. I said I don't believe
that, so many freakin' times. But then she brings up the worst thing- "So you don't
know where grandma went?! Or do you just not CARE?!". :I
NO MATTER. HOW MANY. FUCKING TIMES. SHE TRIES. AND TRIES. TO GET ME TO BELIEVE IN
I WON'T EVER.
I think too fuckin' critically to believe there's someguy up there, taking everyone
who dies, then sends the 'bad' people to hell. Wtff.
I'm not trying to sound rude here, but I just can't believe that.
Again I don't know what to believe, everything sounds wrong.
I'll just have to see.
But I won't believe in god.
Reincarnation either. I used to but it's too confusing now.
Im sick and tired of her trying to force it. I don't want to put fake belief in
something when I really, truely don't believe in it, she can't respect that.
It's pissing me off now. :/
Vent Writing. Sorry. Especially if I offended anyone.
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