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This diary entry is written by ‹Mahalia♥TheWebsWeWeave›. ( View all entries )

FuckCategory: (general)
Sunday, 15 February 2009
08:59:37 PM (GMT)
I feel like shit. I'm suicidal and I cut. I need to tell someone, but who? I tried
my mum, she ain't listen. She reckons I'm just a lil sad. I didn't tell her I was
suicidal of course. I did these tests online for depression and one of them said to
call the police or the ambulance because your suicidal and at risk of harming
yourself. Which I am. But fuck, I'm not going to call the police or the ambulance. My
problem is also that I find it way , way easier to talk to strangers or people I
don't know as well about my depression and cutting than talking to people close to
me. And none of them understand anyhow. I told one of my best friends, but she
couldn't help me. I told another one and she can't help me. The people who have
helped me the most are all online and I probably won't ever see them. They can't help
me properly either. What should I do?

‹<3•BringJanaMarieTheHorizon•<3› says:   20 February 2009   468397  
you can talk to me....i know what it's like....i've been there.....
tiggerlemon101 says:   20 February 2009   322956  
Throw out the razors now.  That's probably the best way to start, and
gosh, you have got to start somewhere.

Message me... I can listen, I've got my own issues, too.
Oroborus21 says:   21 February 2009   551571  
you can talk to me. i m a good listener
‹Mahalia♥TheWebsWeWeave› says:   22 February 2009   768468  
Thanks every1 for offering your help, i will contact you when i can.
‹<20/20Hindsight>› whispers :   3 March 2009   567819  
i can help... this kinda stuff is what i'm good at helping with...
and hey, if u want, i could come see u when i'm 18...

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