Tuesday, 4 November 2008
02:36:37 AM (GMT)
As I mentioned in a previous diary I think I might have a crush on this guy. I don't
know though. He's really nice, and he's kind of funny, in a wierd way. It's just, I
Sometimes when I talk to him I feel so happy and like i'm high as a kite,
Sometimes when I talk to him I feel utterly empty, defeated, sad, hollow...
It's nothing he says or does that makes me feel those ways, but it's just something
that suddenly overcomes me.
Though, this could just be me being stupid, because my family has some problems with
mental disorders and often bi-polar disorder, so, basically, this is probly all in my
mind, and I don't really like him, most likely. I've had things like that happen
before. One week I like a guy, the next I hate him. Sometimes longer than a week. I
honestly am a wreck of a teenager. Damn my oddness.