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Do I deserve this treatment?Category: (general)
Tuesday, 1 April 2008
01:25:03 AM (GMT)
I know I have done wrong and am ashamed because of it..... but all that will be
settled. I am commiting suicide at 6:30 tonight because I am being treated like shit
when I have changed my ways.
DTMA and Animeangels are the cause of this. I hope you are happy that you two were so
rude that you caused someone to end there life. Especially you
were saying rude things about me and KRR being together and doing something sexual
together. Which is a straight up lie for your information. By the way how would you
know. Do you spy on her with your lesbian ways? You fatness and over weightness makes
you do the things you do. The way I know the things about you Animeangels123 is by
looking in diary entries. Are you truly that stupid to think of the obvious? Oh and
by the way I have heard some of your poetry online and Dr.Suess is a better writer
than you are.... not saying that he writes poetry. You suck at it........
DTMA is just a lesbian pervert who was talking to me about my butt in a message....
why are you so gross DTMA.......I told you to leave me alone 5 messages ago... stop
trying to hook up with me. PERVERT!!!!
All this is going to end soon so don't worry but first I must say......I am just a
child animeangels123.........10 years old. You are causing a 10 year old to commit
suicide. My profile may say I am 22 but that is all a lie. I never meant for it to go
this far. I hope you are happy with yourself. I told my mother about you and she said
"dont worry honey...move on...she is just a discrase to mankind....she was a mistake
made by a hippo and an elephant....we will carry on with our lives now....ok honey?
tomorrow is my wedding....i love you." 
My mother is getting married tomorrow as you can see... I won't be here to see it. It
may end up being cancelled or post poned and I know this will break her heart but it
is all your fault Animeangels123..... Goodbye cruel people. 

I had changed my ways to being non-sexual towards people...and for this you choose to
hurt me you hurt me physically.
I will take a knife to my throat and also slit my wrists open because I will lose the
most blood there and die much faster. have a good life.

‹Katieee› says:   1 April 2008   592941  
OMG jazmine she was 10 years old and you caused her suicide.
‹SupernaturalFTW<3› says:   1 April 2008   628713  
omg!! what the hell has jazmine done to you?
‹jazmineeeee :D› says:   1 April 2008   349641  
-_- Oh please. I won't show you any pity whatsoever.

It is the internet; get over it.

If your going to kill yourself over something so trivial be my guest.

Oh please, KRR told me you wanted to 'hook up' in Seattle and do
things to her.

Dr. Suess is a children's poet thank you.

Ha, I do know my poetry is better than yours. 

If your a child, then you should know not to play with the big kids.
If you say something bad about someone, you shoulalize something bad
will be spoken about you too.
‹jazmineeeee :D› says:   1 April 2008   728727  
Lucy300 and KRR: Wow, this is the INTERNET.

When someone says they are going to do something, they usually don't.
NoodleSama says:   1 April 2008   851875  
Pfft. xD In my opinion, you're really, really stupid. As Jaz said, it's the internet. Killing yourself is just giving in. Nothing and nobody in the world, including Jazmine and that other person, is worth killing yourself over. And, on the day before your mother's wedding. You're that selfish? You where too stupid and occupied about all that dumb shit that happened on the fucking internet to even think about ruining your own mother's wedding day. Now, because of you, she won't be able to marry this person with the clear, happy mind that you're supposed to have while walking down that isle, or while you're on your honeymoon. Instead, she'll be thinking about the image of her bloody daughter, dead on the floor because of someone that you met on a little technology-filled box. That image isn't going to be erased. You're really selfish enough to put that image in your own mother's head? You make me sick. And, that's all I have to say, really. You're a sick, selfish, stupid little kid who just doesn't get it. Grow up.
‹jazmineeeee :D› says:   1 April 2008   467955  
Have any of you realized that it's right before April Fools' Day?
Mewmewkitten says:   1 April 2008   684662  
I don't think you are 10, if you keep repeating it. And if you feel
so bad for yourself dieing, then don't kill yourself.
‹Carmen Dee loves CookieMuffinz› says:   1 April 2008   289219  
I agree with NoodleSama. Commiting suicide is selfish. Whenever
anybody does it, they do it for themselves, they don't even give a
thought about their family.
‹Katieee› says:   1 April 2008   948953  
Ok if she is 10 years old of course she is going to be
do we know that she doesnt know any better. Jazmine you need to shut
the fuck up about that stuff. It wasn't your business to tell people
what someone wanted to do to me. So shut the hell up and go live your
stupid little life. If I wanted people to know about that, dont you
think I would tell people???!!!??? So just mind your own fuckin
business!! My god!
Blazy_Blue says:   2 April 2008   376291  
idc wat she has 2 say about me im not going to belive her crap about
DTMA and animeangels123!!!
‹jazmineeeee :D› says:   2 April 2008   825731  
-_- You do realize she hasn't committed suicide.

Listen, I never told ANYONE else.

Do you not think you would've wanted her to feel guilty for what she
had done?

Don't you think so? Please, your only saying the things you are saying
because you THINK she is ten years old, and you THINK she is dead.
‹Katieee› says:   2 April 2008   315599  
Jazmine...shut the hell up ok?
You posted it in this diary entry...why would i want anyone to know
Are you crazy?
My god!!
I never said I believed she was 10 years old....I never said I think
she is dead.
If she is..who fuckin cares????....well besides lucy300 if you look at
her comment on here.....but anyway!!
She can go to hell for all I care.
I don't care about her either way: dead or alive.
I would just like you to mind your own god damn business for once in
your whole fuckin life!!
Got that?
‹Katieee› says:   2 April 2008   354677  
I don't care if she felt guilty about it or not.
I asked her to stop talking to me...and after I  asked about 3
times...she stopped.....she hasn't been saying that kind of shit for a
while now and you just went and brought it up.
How smart  that was....NOT!
‹Katieee› says:   2 April 2008   224542  
By the way... I feel no pity for anyone I dont care about.
kiwigirl13 says:   2 April 2008   258935  
oh and jazmine your poetry is like reading about a dog taking a crap
it truly is horrible and so alienated i mean there's nothing about it
that seems like a human even conjured it . i suggest you cast that
part of your agenda ,it dose you no good my friend . oh and i agree
with krr you should mind your own business and not post it all over
kupika i mean that's very childish and insensitive of you . oh and i
know i being a bit insensitive about the poetry but it's true and you
know what frankly my dear i don't give a damn if you think i am or not
‹Katieee› says:   2 April 2008   467942  
Exactly. It is jazmine.
blindwonder says:   2 April 2008   954682  
A ten-year-old wouldn't go and play with big bad knifes. This is to
detailed. It seems strangely fake to me. 
Actually, it's truely fake.
Katilix says:   2 April 2008   385879  
That's not true, miss. Age does not matter when it comes to emotion.
Suicide is not restriced to adults. There are many of us who have
thought about suicide when we were ten.

I don't wish to take sides, because it seems that both are ready to
tear each others hairs out.

Haven't you guys noticed that she hasn't replied to any of the
comments? She's been gone for a day, too. 

There is no way to know if she is alive or dead, unless you know or
have met her personally. 

And really, you can't just say 'it's someone online'. Cyber terrorism,
to put it in the only way I can, is getting so common it's sad. Some
people rely on the Internet to be their connection to somewhere away
from home, like me. I couldn't live without all the friends I've made
on here..
But anyways, the people on here are REAL people. A real person, who
wants to hurt you. It's not like something you can just shrug off.
kiwigirl13 says:   2 April 2008   428536  
i completely agree with you
‹SupernaturalFTW<3› says:   3 April 2008   268181  
This diary was wwriten 2 days ago. 
Her last log n was yesturday.
Obviusly she didn comit suicide.
Shes lying. Duh.

I agree with KRR.
‹SupernaturalFTW<3› says:   3 April 2008   818161  
Oh and I don't really care if shes 10 or not. 
I said I live by her. What if she did commit suicide?
It's not like  I care.
So what if she did die. 
I don't give a shit.....She tryed to hook-up with KRR and tryed to
cyber with me.
Do you really think I give a fuck about her, if she dies or not?
Pizza_Roll says:   30 April 2008   419586  
u do no that could hav been an april fools trick b cuz APRIL1 april
fools day??!!
she can be fakin it !!!!
DTMA says:   2 May 2008   872679  
yeah its prttey obvious
XxEvilCake143xX says:   10 May 2008   497818  
She is alive. I know this. That is all I will say.
Sherril911 writes :   10 July 2008   559217  
I didn't comit suicide, I am terrified of knives. But just so you all
know, that was not me doing all that nasty stuff to these other girls.
I gave my brother my password because one of his friends has an
account on here and I thought he was only talking to them. Apparently
he wasn't. He wont be on anymore though. I changed my password. I am
about a 4 and a half weeks away from being 17 years old. I don't even
live where he said I did. Those people were just fakes he probably had
seen a couple times before or just made up.
Sorry for everything he has done. You know how brothers can be when
they get the hormones up and running.
Sorry for everything.


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