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I'm soo messed up right now.Category: im messed up
Sunday, 13 May 2007
08:20:23 PM (GMT)
I don't belong in the world.
I lie to myself
I've told myself,I'm smart
I'm good.
I'm okay,
I'm alright
I can make it through
but the truth is
I can't.

I'm soo messed up in so many ways
I've fallen to far
I'm too lost to be found
No one can help me.

I don't know what to do anymore
I've hurt some people,some close friends.
I've hurt myself.

I can't do anything to cover up the lies anymore.
Think I'm being dramatic?
I'm not,things have happened this year;
I've learned lies of people
I've told some lies
I've harmed people and myself
Just about anything that could go wrong went wrong.
I don't know anything anymore.

tenten_chan says:   13 May 2007   893579  
i know how you feel in a way!
‹SunLitMoon.› says:   15 May 2007   755915  
I'm sure.
happybunny3521 says:   16 May 2007   459431  
2 more weeks alex...................2 more weeks and yer out of a
daily living hell
‹SunLitMoon.› says:   18 May 2007   327983  
No,not really.
My life is Hell.
It froze over.
Scout says:   18 May 2007   283217  
ooook, try walking in my shoes!

 don't let 'thena get 2 ya, u r smart. Maybe not in social skills-u no
what I mean.....
‹SunLitMoon.› says:   18 May 2007   842739  
Oh,actually,I'm not failing anything,thank ya very much.
And its not just her,so shut up.
Its everyone,everything
You have no phucking idea what the hell I'm going through right
now,and if I told you,you wouldn't believe me.
SO leave me alone,now I understand what Athena went through with you.
I really don't want to fight,I don't like it,but whatever,its nothing
Scout says :   31 May 2007   559357  
U are a jerk, ya no that, I'm trying 2 be nice, and this is how u
repay me? I nvr said ur not smart, I'm still mad as hell, for what u
did 2 me, but "we got over it". Oh yea, "and I didn't belive all the
things u have already told me". Also, I have kept secret from
countless people!!


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