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Tuesday, 30 June 2015
12:21:45 AM (GMT)
Why 
Fucking 
Why 
Does this happen 
I'm upset 
I'm evil 
And ugly 
I don't live 
Why am I here 
These are people 
These are real people 
Doing real things 
And I 
Am not anything 
Not cool not cool 
I hate the things I'm feeling 
I HATE the things I'm feeling 
And I don't want to be blamed for the way I'm feeling 
It is not my fucking fault 
That I feel this way 
About him 
I have tried so fucking hard to feel nothing 
When I'm around him 
From now on I'm going to avoid him 
What else can I do?

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backstabber says:   30 June 2015   700052  
Your not the only one who feel's that way i try not to care abought
the guy i'm so obsessed with i can't sleep and when i do sleep i dream
of him and when i wake up i cry why? because i goddamn woke up. i'm
also a nobody i spent last night painting my nails and watching The
children of the corn how many people have done that?! like maybe a
gozilion i'm not unique or special welcome to the losers club your in
bad company but hell there are ton's of us.
 
‹Wonderlust King› says:   30 June 2015   697052  
I think you should both listen to this song . . . 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ehFHGrG60GQ

Feelings are fucked up, and confusing. It's not your fault. ):
You are so much more than anything! You are pretty dang cool in my
book.

@backstabber 
There is not another soul in this Universe like you. Maybe we all
share some experiences, but that is not what makes us unique.
And if painting nails and watching bad Stephen King movies is what the
Losers' Club is all about then sign me up! 
 
backstabber says:   30 June 2015   331351  
@BlackJack21 
 You sound like a very positive person. 
 
‹Wonderlust King› says:   30 June 2015   806270  
@backstabber 


Ehhhhh I'm trying . . . Waking up crying is still a constant reality
too. 
 
backstabber says:   1 July 2015   204352  
Do you have a hormonal imbalance and a chemical imbalance?
 
‹stickyvaporeon› says :   1 July 2015   230333  
@backstabber 

Doesn't everyone? Doesn't LITERALLY everyone? 
 
 
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