Monday, 1 September 2014
02:39:36 AM (GMT)
So I realised that not only am I being left alone, I'm being completely ignored and
for the most part, that's fine and dandy, but I realise now that I kinda want them to
come back and harrass me. Even him, as much as I hate him, it would be nice to argue
with someone. I mean, to be completely honest, Jack is really the only person who
bothers to rile me up and yeah, that's okay, but I need more. I need Him and I hate
admitting that so fucking much.
But I am admitting it because I no longer care what anyone thinks. I need Him and I
need a little attention. Not a lot, but enough so that I know that I'm not completely
You can't call me an attention whore, because what I'm seeking for is the exact same
thing we're all seeking for. You can try to deny it, but you know that it would be
nice if you had someone pay attention to you and make you feel like you're being
So, yeah, call me an attention whore, call me whatever, but in the end, you're
letting me know that you took the time to read this and that's all that matters.