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Tuesday, 4 March 2014
05:49:41 PM (GMT)
I'm 18.

Officially an adult.

I'm not a kid anymore.

But then again I haven't been a kid in a long time.

The point that I'm trying to get to, is my future.

People my age are starting to decide what to do with it.

Which is totally completely normal.


I have no fucking clue.

I feel so alone in this world.

I get told all the time that people don't know what to do with their lives at my

But it's so untrue.

Most kids by now, know at least something.

Like which college their going to.

Or their major.

Or even their dream job.


I have no fucking clue.


I don't have a college plan.

I don't know what I'm going to major in.

And I don't really have a dream job.

I haven't met one subject at school that I liked.

And thought I could do this everyday and be happy.


Not one.

My parents keep asking everyday.

And I have the same answer everyday.

I don't know.

Do you know how hard that is to say every single time?

I'm such a huge disappointment to them.

My future right now is a BIG question mark.

And I have no idea how to answer it.

crazyhot says:   4 March 2014   260313  
War, your life goals will be destroyed soon
mylittleworld says:   5 March 2014   258669  
The crazy man might be right for once :o
Phantom says:   5 March 2014   644808  
Very few ever find their true path in life. It doesnt mean you cant
or wwont be happy. Just take things a little at a time and go w the
flow. Do what you need to. Apply to schoolls and so on and make the
best decisipn for yourself.Cut your folks a bit of slack they just
want the best foe yyou buut also talk to rthem like an adult and ask
them politely to stop exasperating you. It wont be long before you are
off oout of the house probably and your whole relatipnship will
change. Its not easy for them either. And dont worry about getting
old. You havemore freedom. You will alwqays be as ypung as you feel.
You will  e ok. Dont panic about not having a plan. Like the old joke
goes adults are always asking little kids what they want to be qhen
they grow up because they are looking for ideas!
BlockParty says :   5 March 2014   134337  
I agree with Phantom; 
Did you know most college students change their majors at least 6
times? It's noting to really worry about especially since you're just
getting out of highschool. Remember high school did prepare you for
college but for the school itself. The subjects you'll study are far
more in depth and that's where your interest in something will spark.
Don't sweet freshman and sophomore year--they're just prereq. You'll
be fine it took me a whole to settle on a school and major too, and
I'm graduating high school this year too. Honestly, I think you'll be
fine. As long as you find a career and not strive for a job.

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