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Sunday, 15 December 2013
04:54:20 PM (GMT)
Well, last night my boyfriend told me he loved me. It was an amazing day, just like
any of our days together. I've met a lot of his family, but lst night I met someone
really important to him. His "Uncle Grr" 
Me and James went to his stash spot, smoked listened to music and talked. We went to
go see The Hobbit, Desolation of Smaug. Then I went to his grandmas, met his uncle
and we all went out to eat at aTai place. My first time eating Tai. Anyways, the car
ride to his hoouse we talked. We always talk about random things, this time it was
about my future mostly, and a psychology thing he did. We were talking about
different outlooks on life and all. We pulled into his driveway and joked around in
his car for 5 minutes or so until we decided to go in. He carried me to his door
because it had been raining all day and his yard was basically one giant puddle, and
I had no idea it was going to rain so I decided to wear my lovely and very not water
rresistant shoes. We ate some eggnog cupcakes, and after his uncle and grandma left,
and his parents wentto clean up and all me and his went upstairs to his bedroom. Now
this is the important part of the story: We layed in his bed got comfy under the
blankets and all and just cuddled. We were talking and kissing, we were laying there
for a while 30 minutes or so. We stopeed talking and just relaxed. We were both half
asleep and he said it. He said he loved me. I said it back without hesitatiion. It
was just the oddest thing. I felt happy. I have had 5 people other than him tell me
they loved me and it always pushed me away. Id end up breaking up with them and not
saying it back, or ever feeling it. Its really nice to hear someone say it, and know
they mean it, anleteito. Btt's also an extremely vulnerable feeling. I now understand
why it takes so much trust to love someone. Its like you're giving them permission to
hold the most  important thing you have inside you and not drop it. It's very scary,
but worth it.  This is all just weird to me. Insane.  Okay well, this is probably the
last time I'll really talk about this subject unless asked. So doon't worry, there
won't be a ton of cheesey and ridiculous posts from me.

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