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"We're drifting apart like clouds.." Letter to my one..Category: (general)
Sunday, 21 August 2011
05:04:24 AM (GMT)
This was my Facebook status. 3 people "Liked" it. 
Why do people always like your sad statuses? Are they happy about it? 

Since 2/6/11...


I remember the very first time we met. I was shy because I'm a shy girl and your hair
was
super long. You came because you wanted
to come see the girl you liked and I was hanging out with
her. Her name is Jessica. She introduced us but we didn't speak.
She punched your balls and you left pissed off and 
I was sad.

Months later, we started texting and after almost a week of talking, 
we decided to chill. Let's skip to the good part.
It snowed and we were cold so we were cuddling.
Then you kissed me. Out of nowhere. Best feeling in the world.


When we first started going out, these song lyrics related to it:

" I met you through a common friend in the attic of my parents' house
and though I didn't know it then I soon was finding out

You are the roots that sleep beneath my feet and hold the Earth in place,
Each time a faucet opens, words are spoken, the water runs away, and I hear your
name, 
no, nothing has changed

                               -"You are the roots that sleep beneath my feet" by
Bright eyes "


BUT, the last line was wrong, a lot DID change. 
You ere my first Valentine, the first guy to write me poetry, 
my first date to a dance, you cut your hair
and I was the first to say "I love you". You said the same thing.
You bought me Pokemon Black for goodness' sake
and you didn't even mind the price! 

You looked past my flaws and you always called me beautiful
and we'd argue a lot about that. You liked my randomness.
We had a "baby" triceratops and named him Julio.
We even made him a Facebook!

I loved your goodmorning texts and the way you'd always 
say goodnight to me. My life was perfect.
I was complete. I found my soulmate and everything made sense.
Actually, no, nothing made sense. You were 
my drug. You were my escape from real life. 
I was even comfortable enough to burp in front of you
and I found that out when Jessica pointed  it out.
You didn't seem to mind at all. 

The lyrics were these:

And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you 
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
                                  
                                       - "First day of my life"  by Bright eyes 


We fell in love. You told me first. I told you two weeks later. 
We were the happiest people on Earth. 
We sent each other cheesy texts and you would 
make up a silly story for me when I asked for one.
We hacked into each other's Facebooks and mess with 
each other's statuses and we were just one soul.

Remember the last line of the first song? 
If I sang that last line, I'd be telling a complete lie
right now. What changed? We started arguing. 
You stopped sending me goodmorning texts and 
your goodnight texts, oh I despise them. 
The love from them is gone. We haven't seen each other in almost
a month but what do you care? I told you I've
been crying myself to sleep lately because of the 
way you've been acting. I believe you when you say
you don't do it on purpose and I know your reasons
but honestly, that's not the whole truth. It's just,
egh, I don't want to type it down. 

But you told me today that whatever happens in
the near future is God's will. That's it's best for us.
We don't wanna let each other go but with the way
things are going, I agree with you. I don't know. 
We've prayed, asked friends to pray for us,
and It's just not working. You also said that
whatever happens will be for the better. 

The lyrics to this moment.. I don't know them...
Maybe we ARE drifting apart like clouds..



People, don't bash on me. If you want to talk to me, message me. I spent an hour on
this. 

                                                                                     
                                                                       Stay
beautiful<3
Last edited: 21 August 2011


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