This diary entry is written by ‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.›. ( View all entries )
Sunday, 12 September 2010
11:08:33 PM (GMT)
im in so much pain, and im so lost. nothing even makes sense to me anymore. ive been
so depressed, and i think thats what people mean by "you've changed"
even ive noticed that ive been acting different. i was doing so well. now i just
don't know what im living for and i don't want to live anymore. and i cant help but
everything is so hard and im such a fucking ugly person.
i just really dont want to live anymore and i want to be with my mother wherever she
is now.. as i speak i am contemplating multiple things
i recently got a boyfriend but we havent spent any time since we got together. its
like he hates me now and im hoping not.
ive been extremely depressed for the past few weeks and theres no reason for it. i
really just want to end it and i need help.
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