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Monday, 13 September 2010
03:08:33 AM (GMT)
im in so much pain, and im so lost. nothing even makes sense to me anymore. ive been
so depressed, and i think thats what people mean by "you've changed"
even ive noticed that ive been acting different. i was doing so well. now i just
don't know what im living for and i don't want to live anymore. and i cant help but
to cry.
everything is so hard and im such a fucking ugly person.
i just really dont want to live anymore and i want to be with my mother wherever she
is now.. as i speak i am contemplating multiple things
i recently got a boyfriend but we havent spent any time since we got together. its
like he hates me now and im hoping not.
ive been extremely depressed for the past  few weeks and theres no reason for it. i
really just want to end it and i need help.

‹luv kills me› says:   13 September 2010   955988  
hey..... see... life is a mixture of sadness and happiness k.... don
even think of killin urself.... its not good....... u should be able
to face wat evr the problem that comes in ur life.... see... i hve
also suffered wit lot of problems....... only problems wil not be
life... problems r a part of ur life... u should hve mental strength
to face it wat ever it is.... so im saying u..... plz wait for ur
happines to cum.... it will come and its sure that ur happiness is
gonna come.... so hve patience... wait for the time to come...... ur
problems will get healed up very soon... dont worry.... hve
patience.....everything will be alright... im sure of it...
‹RoarItsAlly› says:   13 September 2010   668703  
People get depressed for no reason all the time; you are NOT a freak
or anything weird. I get depressed all the time from absolutely
nothing....i could have had the best week or day ever and suddenly
want to cut and kill myself and wallow in depressing thoughts.
Your boyfriend doesnt hate you  and if he does well fuck him and you
can be much better than him with us; you still have us friends here
you know...  i will always ALWAYS love you ♥ 
You are not ugly inside or out! You are a really beautiful person
inside and out..... 
sometimes i wish i could be with my friends that have died where ever
they are but do they want you there?
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.› says :   13 September 2010   387286  
thanks the both of you.

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