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Friday, 3 September 2010
01:31:07 AM (GMT)
Last year, on January 17, 2009, at around 11:00 PM, I realized that I liked a certain guy, who was 2 years older than me named Danny. Exactly one year later, I was in the same spot, at the same time, on the same date with the same person to celebrate my one-year love. Also that night, something very major happened to me. My friend told another boy the same age as me that I thought he was cute, and I almost cried when he responded by saying "ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww". Two days later, as much as I tried to hate that boy, I ended up falling in love with him. Not too long after that, I started having doubts about Danny, especially after I saw him and he barely looked at me, let alone smile politely or say hi. Finally, in June, I let him go. It's been 21 months since I decided I liked Danny, and and I liked him altogether 16 months. I was recently looking browsing though some memories, and came across many things. Some are poems in my poetry club, and almost all the love poems are about Danny. They talk about how he's the one, how I wish he would notice me, and how much I miss him. I wish I could get rid of them, but I won't, because they're actually pretty good. :P I also found some notecards my bff Casey and I passed to each other in class last year. We both mention stuff about him, and one has his cell number on it. I threw away all the ones that talk about him. "Our song" was Rockstar by Miley Cyrus because I changed the words to something a little different......And I remember how that song started to play on the day that my friend told Danny I like him. There are all the times my friends joked around with me by calling me "Mrs. ......" And how could I forget the "H+D" carved on my friend's tree? I kind of wish I could take it back. I don't hate this guy, but I definitely don't like him. I think about how I was crazy about Danny, and I think, "Ewww!" It's sooooooo hard to imagine thinking he was my soul mate. I'm not making that same mistake again. Even though I really, really, really like another guy, the same guy who said "ewwwwwwww" when he found out I thought he was cute, and even though I dream about him, dream about kissing him, and dream about marrying him, I don't believe he's my soul mate. I simply believe that we will date one day, and then we'll see what happens after that. Danny: I used to like you a ton, and I thought you were The One. I was wrong. So please, get out of my head.
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‹Kairos› says:   3 September 2010   136895  
hun, thats just the start, i used to think that about..josh real or
on here you know but no one else does. my first crush did the same, i
mean he was popular,,,and not. so i dropped him after two yrs
and found someone new, well two that i so dearly love. one is josh, te
other mitch. both very sweet but mtch i actually know. but josh knows
me best...its just hard to tell him i like him because we're its difficult if you wanna know message me or if i have a
horrible memory and already told you--sorry xP hey you still have me
as a friends...if tht helps at all lol
‹Kairos› says:   3 September 2010   507893  
CRAPPERJACKS! :sweat: i just admitted something if you read closely
‹RushingStars★› says:   3 September 2010   704044  
Haha, you're really crazy, and no I didn't catch anything so we'll
talk in message.

‹Kairos› says:   3 September 2010   944964  
LOL no dope im still crazy, im kinda hopped up on love. im loved
strucked x/

well...than....message me dork! 
‹RushingStars★› says:   3 September 2010   961245  
Haha I think you gotta message me back. XD 
‹Ikiru♥› says :   5 September 2010   385149  
aww that was my tree! X3


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