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Thursday, 6 May 2010
11:12:55 PM (GMT)
She is expected perfection,She see's herself as an infection,She needs
correction,For her imperfection,She see's the world as cold,She only see's the
mold,Of the real thing,Her passion comes out when she sings,She's kept inside,She
only hides,From her imperfection,She see's correction for so much imperfection,Though
flawlessly flawless in her imperfection,Her strength subsides,See the passion in her
soulless eyes...She doesn't see what others see....
 Why can't I be better,why can't I be prettier? 
Why can't you see,Why can't you just be?
Why can't I free? Please don't leave...
I can't believe...I need help
I feel bound,Can't you hear this wretched sound?
I wish I could scream,I'm not what I seem...
Why can't anyone hear me?
Hear these screams? 
See it in my eyes,hear it in my voice...?
Why can't I explain,just how I feel,and get everything out
I love you when your here,but when your gone,I'm not so sure..
Fear squeezes my heart...Tears fill my eyes,you face fills my mind...
I don't know how I feel or what I want exactly...but yet at the same time...I do?
I feel so empty,hollow,dead...
You have a heart of lead
I hang on every word you said...
I bet I don't mean this much to you...
I wish I wasn't scared,ashamed,angry,dead....
I wish I could just be really truly happy,and not just fakely so ....
I guess it's not the end,and I'm still alive,so I guess it can only get better?
-Selene Shiloh Schmeidler<3
I wrote all this,I didn't copy it...It's how I feel,although like it says,I can't get
everything out if I tried,I can't explain how I feel very well....
Idc if you think I'm 'Emo' or whatever,I'm only human I have feelings and I have a
right to them...
I don't want attention...I just needed to get his out somewhere....?
Last edited: 6 May 2010

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