Monday, 1 February 2010
01:22:28 AM (GMT)
I was listening to a rap arist rap about how his parents abandoned him and this idea
popped into my head. No I didn’t write a rap I just wrote down all the random shit
about my birth parents. Just something brief and simple.
To My Real Mommy And Daddy
Did you ever think your son would grow up to be this way?
Yeah, me neither
Being told I’m cute or handsome
But no one knows how ugly I really am.
Because I grew up with parents like you two.
You two fucking killed me.
Oh, I’m dead to you two.
Believe I’m better off this way.
I’m better off away from you.
How’s everything going?
You livin’ well off the money you sold me for?
Did that money buy you enough dope to help you cope?
I remember when you got me high
And you told me I’m okay now.
But guess what
You fuckin’ ruined me.
Getting me hooked on that shit
You got me so fucked up I didn’t notice the strangers in my room
No wonder I sleep with a knife now
But drugs didn’t show me how much I hate you
The thought of you raising Brianna makes me sick
Maybe she’ll realize how horrible you are before you bring her down
Just like you did me
Oh goodbye Momma
I’m dead to you know
Is it cold being alone?
I hope you suffer.
Not daddy, David
You were never my father
You weren’t around long enough to watch my first step
No, you were too busy screwing around with our neighbor
Sadly, I met that bitch
I wanted to kill her for taking you away
Vut you’re the one that split
Where’s my goodbye
Shove it and die
I’m sorry you two
For living without your son
I feel your pain
I’m grown up now
You’re dead to me like I’m dead to you
You two fucking cut me open
I trust no one because of this
My new mommy and daddy love me now
They don’t deserve a rundown like me
My mind and body is broken
Can’t wait til I have a child of my own
I’ll treat that baby the way I wish I was treated
With a good mommy and daddy
No mommy fucked up on pills
I'll be there everyday
But even if she walks out
That baby won’t be heartbroken
It’ll be strong like me
Won’t be left to cry
While mommy and daddy are out getting high
What am I gonna tell that kid when it wants to meet Grandma and Grandpa?
“They died baby I’m so sorry”
Last edited: 1 February 2010