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Monday, 1 February 2010
01:22:28 AM (GMT)
I was listening to a rap arist rap about how his parents abandoned him and this idea popped into my head. No I didn’t write a rap I just wrote down all the random shit about my birth parents. Just something brief and simple. To My Real Mommy And Daddy Did you ever think your son would grow up to be this way? Yeah, me neither Walking around. Being told I’m cute or handsome But no one knows how ugly I really am. Because I grew up with parents like you two. You two fucking killed me. Oh, I’m dead to you two. Believe I’m better off this way. I’m better off away from you. Dear Momma, How’s everything going? You livin’ well off the money you sold me for? Did that money buy you enough dope to help you cope? I remember when you got me high And you told me I’m okay now. But guess what You fuckin’ ruined me. Getting me hooked on that shit You got me so fucked up I didn’t notice the strangers in my room No wonder I sleep with a knife now But drugs didn’t show me how much I hate you The thought of you raising Brianna makes me sick Maybe she’ll realize how horrible you are before you bring her down Just like you did me Oh goodbye Momma I’m dead to you know Is it cold being alone? I hope you suffer. Dear Daddy, Not daddy, David You were never my father You weren’t around long enough to watch my first step No, you were too busy screwing around with our neighbor Sadly, I met that bitch I wanted to kill her for taking you away Vut you’re the one that split Where’s my goodbye Shove it and die I’m sorry you two For living without your son I feel your pain I’m grown up now You’re dead to me like I’m dead to you You two fucking cut me open I trust no one because of this My new mommy and daddy love me now They don’t deserve a rundown like me My mind and body is broken Can’t wait til I have a child of my own I’ll treat that baby the way I wish I was treated With a good mommy and daddy No mommy fucked up on pills I'll be there everyday But even if she walks out That baby won’t be heartbroken It’ll be strong like me Won’t be left to cry While mommy and daddy are out getting high What am I gonna tell that kid when it wants to meet Grandma and Grandpa? “They died baby I’m so sorry”
Last edited: 1 February 2010

‹InsanityIsWonderful♥› says:   1 February 2010   841104  
this....this made me cry..
Karsten, i...i don't know what to say...
i'm so sorry this happened to you...
i'm sorry you had to suffer...
i'm sorry your parents didn't love you....
i'm sorry for everything...
there aren't anymore words to describe how i feel about this..
i'm so sorry..
‹XxBleeding_tearsxX› says :   1 February 2010   160286  
...omg that is depressing if i could id turn back the time and try
and make it better but i cant im so srry but that aint all i feel but
i cant desribe how i feel i cant say im heartbroken cuz it shattered i
cant just say im srry cuz theres more and i cant say i love u cuz i
dnt knw u that well. but theres a mixture of feelings like that...

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