Tuesday, 26 January 2010
11:04:36 PM (GMT)
There are common words that could mean so much if only they werent overused. I think
the most common of these is "I love you". Its very hard to know if anyone means it
anymore. So many things have lost all their meaning. Its very, candidly,
disspointing. An unfortunate amount of time is wasted on the bad and not on making
this place, we call home, more meaningful. There is so much I have in mind that I
respect and that I adore, only, to everyone else, its just another 'thing' that is a
part of human life, and a lifestyle. People are losing all cares. Especially to
things that matter most. Where is that feeling? The passion, the will, the desire?
I'm always thinking about the deeper meaning of things, this included. I still can't
figure out if we're evolving into people who will lose every emotion and every care
to only become hateful people bent on self destruction and destruction of others.
Nevertheless, I should prize the one emotion I could never lose. And that's love. I
care more about this four letter word than almost anything because it carries all
other emotions with it. It also carries a special person. The one you fall in love
with and dedicate everything to. The person who catches you when you fall, and who
you sometimes fall with. The person you would honestly do anything for and who you'd
give your own life for. In all madness, I have one thing that's certain. One thing to
always make me feel alive. Him. He's my passion, my devotion, my hero, my honor. The
things I'll say to him are all in truth from my heart. He's the light at the end of
the tunnel and the love of a life worth living. He's my shining star and my world.
Without him in my life, there is nothing. No hope, nor reason. No drive to get up in
the morning. All, save misery, is gone. When I say I love him, its the truest, most
meaningful thing i could say. Its not just saying "hey, I care for you", its
something I say to not only show I care, but something I say to keep living. Its
something so extraordinarily important to me that I can't not say it. Its my only
meaning in life.. To love. With that being said, I love you.