I finally told the guy that i am completeley in love with about my
feelings.
He said he felt the same about me. I was so happy i thought i would cry.
I thought that finally we would be together and everything would be 
amazing, that i wouldn't need to dream any more because my life was 
better when i was awake. Then he told me he was serious about liking me 
but he just wanted to stay single. At first i had no idea how badly it truly 
hurt. I thought that i would end up crying because i was so incredibely
happy, but there was no happiness in my tears. They were filled with all
the hurt and reality from my rejection. I didn't even realize i was crying 
until i felt the water drop to my hand. Then i realized that this wasn't worth 
all of this. I didn't deserve to be hurt. I also couldn't change how he felt even 
if it made no sense and had no reason.