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Sunday, 16 November 2008
01:11:40 AM (GMT)
What do you do after you the one person you thought you could trust with anything finally gives up on you and leaves? How should I feel after I know that my 'best friend' doesn't care anymore? That she doesn't want anything to do with me or my life. My sick and twisted life that's too troublesome for other people to comprehend? Y'know, some people don't want to know if they're being lied to. Some people would rather live their life a lie instead of knowing the cold, hurtful truth. Sometimes I tend to wonder if I'm one of them. Do I want to know if the person I thought I could give my life to would throw it away just like that? Do I want to know that every word of 'friends forever' or every text of 'BFF' was fake? Do I really want to know that the feelings of trust I had were just as fake as the words she spoke? I guess I don't really have a choice now. I know now. I don't like it but I know. I know now that humans can't be trusted. I'm not saying that there can't be good people. But good people can change. In the blink of an eye, they'll change. What do you do when that happens? I found the answer; You change, too. The only question left is: for better or for worse? That, my friend, I really don't know.

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