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The lifestyle of the poor.Category: (general)
Thursday, 12 July 2007
08:16:55 PM (GMT)
You know what? It's not fair.

My friends have all these beautiful clothing and bags and accessories, they attract
boys with their beauty and fashion, and they're popular because of their money and

My family is horribly unwealthy and I hate it. I'm gonna have to drop out of high
school in a few years to help pay the rent. I feel like scum. When my friends and I
go out, boys stare at their velvet tresses and sailor-waisted skirts and they cringe
at my old ratty t-shirt and jeans. I can't afford to be beautiful, and it makes my
stomach drop every time.

I listen to my mom's CD's because we can't afford new ones by Natasha Bendingfield
and Maroon 5. 

I try and tell myself what I DO have like a family, but my dad left a while ago,
Vanessa is practically selling her body, and my mother comes home late at night from
her triple jobs.

And I don't want to sound like a brat. I don't. But I really want to express myself
here. My grades are high and I could get a scholorship, but what's the point? I'm not
going to college or going to finish high school.

If we had only a little bit more money, we'd be a closer family. And that's all I

Sorry for letting my stupid complaints drop on all of you who happen to come by.
Don't mind my selfishness. I'm just unstable right now.

nascar says:   12 July 2007   476789  
its okay. listen, I just saw this movie called the secret. it could
help your family a lot. if you can afford it and it helped you,
message me.
nascar says:   12 July 2007   497734  
and its not being selfish. dont worry.
bashful_aroma says:   12 July 2007   127125  
Thanks... I'll watch it...
hellokitty202 says:   12 July 2007   176996  
its ok you can do it.Belive in yourself.
hellokitty202 says :   12 July 2007   552397  
.ITs  not stupid complaints.♥♥♥♥♥


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