Thursday, 5 July 2007
05:31:51 PM (GMT)
I don't want to feel this pain anymore
You yelled at me, and pushed me out the door.
The fire in your eyes, was like nothing I have ever seen.
Please tell me what part I said, made you act so mean.
I tell you about the worry of things that may come.
You tell me that I need to mind my own, and not be so dumb.
The words you say to me hurt me more then one could know.
The anger and hate of them, made time seem to move slow.
I try to plead with you and tell you all that I had seen
But you hurt me, yell and call me things that are most obscene.
You scream and tell me that you don't want to see me anymore
I open my mouth to speak as you slam the door.
"I'm sorry...I never meant to hurt you that way."
I lay my hand on the door frame, those the last words I say.
I walk away whispering to you my last goodbye.
Not realizing that this night, would be my last time.
Tears begin to fall and I try to wipe them away..
Getting far away, right now is all I need.
I reach up again, to try to clear my blurry vision.
The next thing I remember is the collision.
The sounds of crushing metal and shattering glass
I remember flying through the air, and landing hard on the ground.
I remember ...nothing more.
I didn't mean to hurt him, or to cause him so much pain
Now it is my fault, that my best friend, my love, will be gone forever.
What am I to do...for not even his life was spared.
I never meant for any of this to happen.
Life as I know it, suddenly becomes put on pause.
I never meant for it to end this way.
I never meant for it to be both of our judgement day.
I sit down beside him, and I can remember it all.
I lean forward and placed my cheek on the stone,
"I'm sorry...for everything.."